Breaking the Myth of Fear.

This morning my first thought was full of fear. It was so negative. I could feel darkness begin to creep in around my heart before I ever raised my head from my pillow. I swallowed it down and tried to push is aside. The same thoughts, kept coming up over the next hour, it sucked.  I didn’t want to start my day this way. I don’t want to manifest the fear/negative into reality. Then I turned on some worship music. Then I checked Facebook and Christine Caine had posted this photo:

All I could say was AMEN.  I went on with my morning. The fear kept coming in. I checked Facebook again ( may have an avoidance issues) and one of our pastor’s had posted this :

Tim Coleman My PRAYER for YOU today is that you are NOT tormented by fear or anxiety of the days ahead. When troubles come you can face them head on because God is IN you and on all sides of YOU yelling, BRING IT ON!!!

Romans 8:31

I stole it right away... 

then it hit me... 

something is happening today... When Fear walks in FAITH walks out. 

Fear is trying to take over not just me, but others, it’s trying to change the positive that is happening and it’s trying to back us into a corner. That is when I said NO, I won’t let it happen, for every fear filled thought I am going to say out loud the positive, 12 times! ( I have been reading several of Dr. Caroline Leaf’s books) I will not draw the negative darkness towards me and mine. I will believe the positive, the best , the blessing and the favor. Ain’t got time for fear. 

I decided to look up what fear even meant, don’t think I have ever done this... 

fear  

/fi(ə)r/

Noun

An unpleasant emotion caused by the belief that someone or something is dangerous, likely to cause pain, or a threat.

Verb

Be afraid of (someone or something) as likely to be dangerous, painful, or threatening: "farmers fear that they will lose business".

Synonyms

noun.  

dread - fright - apprehension - funk - awe - alarm

verb.  

be afraid - dread - apprehend - funk - be afraid of

Look at that, an unpleasant emotion caused by belief. ( Doesn't seeing it simply written out break the "power" of fear) Well, I control my emotions and my beliefs. So I have the power to change them. OK THEN, GAME OVER... I DECLARE I AM A FEAR FREE ZONE. MY BELIEF IS THAT I HAVE JOY. MY BELIEF IS THAT I AM BLESSED AND HIGHLY FAVORED. MY HOME IS A HOUSE FILLED WITH JOY, BLESSING, AND PEACE, NOTHING ELSE CAN LIVE HERE. 

My day has  been beautiful.  I spent time with people I love, at places that make my heart happy. I won’t let the fear that I have been battling for the last few months distract me from the life FILLED with PASSION that I have been called to live. I won’t let it stop me from starting the business' that have been calling to me for months. I won’t let fear of sickness, lack of money or time rob me anymore. I am walking into my next. I am walking into the purposes of my life. 

It's time friends for us to be who we are meant to be, it's time for the next it's time for us to start.  

If you want to hear a great message about walking into your next check out this ! www.oasischurch.tv 

It's been a very long while

a very very long while. i am not sure where the last year has gone, well i do actually, going from being very sick into crazy land sickness, then into WOW i feel great, to MY LIFE has radically changed, has left very little me time. Or should I say time for me to focus on some stuff i love, that brings me balance. so it's time to remind myself and create that space time again.

the first thing i wanna do is say :
Jesus I love you, and I miss you something horrid, when I don't spend time with you. Thank you for being available 24/7 even though I am not.

My first ever Blog.... Oh, my

Well this is defiantly an experiment ! It almost makes me sick to my stomach to be writing my thoughts out, to share with the world. Oh, well I keep hearing the words transparent/transparentsy  where ever  I turn, I think it might be a hint... guess that is what i am about to do... become and walk out my life in a transparent light. I hope it has a tint of rainbown-ness to it... think, blowing bubbles, the light catches the bubble and you can see a rainbow of color in it, which holds the promise of so much. 

What we'll find here in this blog oh, mine.  Thoughts, hope, dreams, dares, food, laughter, love, passion and oh, so much more? :O) 

I am going to start off with life's  pleasure that I have been thinking about... TODAY  as the rain was gently coming down Sid and I played in a play ground at the beach. We swung on swings and slid down slides and I jumped in the puddles, my feet are still cold :O).  This made me want to start a list of LIFE'S PLEASURES... so here I  go :

LP's 

#101 walking on the beach with my hubby and girls 

#102 going to a mid-night showing of a new movie that's coming out 

#103 playing video games with your friends and family 

#104 swinging on swings in the rain with your hunny

#105 Kissing your hunny in the rain :)

#106 an amazing coffee with beautiful latte art

Ok that is all of those for the moment!

Check back soon for some yummy stuff